Keep moving forward?
Been a while since
I last seen these children, I have been missing their annoyance and shrinking twaddle.
On the 8th September 2018, I finally had the chance to spend time
with them again. Never thought that these annoying creatures would be my
vitamins of consolation. Two months since I finished my final assignment and
internship as the requirement for graduating, I haven’t been able to manage my
time for them. Have you ever felt satisfied so much, that it seem like the
whole world are proud of you and you have got everything? I felt that. However,
things sometime do not turn out to be the way we wanted or expected. There I
had to put an end to what I have been dreaming of. Deep down it was difficult
to give up, but consider the emotion I had of finding the place where I belong
and welcomed, I realized I haven’t found that place. Disappointed with the new
me of “giving up” and anxious yet confuse on what, where, and how I should be. I
was ashamed of my mistake and refuse to talk to others about my problem and
sadness.
But that day, I
went to a place where I created happiness just with my arrival. Where I was
cherished and loved. Then all the disappointment, anxiousness and confusedness
wore off. Children always made me happy and as if I was the most loved person
on the universe. The car drove through the street of twists and turns and as
soon as my ear detected that shrinking noise, I felt welcomed. They ran trying
to outrun us with their sandal, yet they still won.
That day I realized
there is nothing to be ashamed and afraid of, but just to move on and ask for
help. These little creatures woke me up, and for some reason I have forgotten what
they had taught me since the very beginning. As if they awakened me again. They
scribbled the blank paper with their pencil tip over and over again, until they
are inerasable. They were frustrated; as the drawings never turn out the way
they wanted. However they asked for help with their grumble. They ask
assistance in drawing as for adult it would be the simplest and easiest thing. They
moved on from the mistake and all the inerasable scribbled they made on the
paper. I know they may be children who might not have learned and experienced
as much as we did, but they can show us the simplest thing in living. Living is
about experiencing, asking for help, make mistake and find solution. However,
seeking solution requires confidence and to never feels ashamed. Even superman
is no super without the help of others. Make as much mistake as you can, keep
moving forward, learn from those mistakes, find and ask for help and solution
with confidence.
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